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Спасибо Марине Николь за то, что предположила это.
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Thompson, The Beast, 161.
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Jenny Diski, Skating to Antarctica (London: Virago, 2014, originally published 1997). Томпсон говорит то же самое: Thompson, The Beast, 52.
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Gillian Marchenko, Still Life: A Memoir of Living Fully with Depression (Downers Grove: IVP Books, 2016), 13–14.3.
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Sally Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog: A Memoir of Depression (New York: W. W. Norton & Co., 2008), 63. Брэмптон перепробовала множество препаратов и не одну разновидность психотерапии, но ее депрессия оказалась терапевтически резистентной. К сожалению, она покончила с собой.
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Styron, Darkness Visible, 9.
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Meri Nana-Ama Danquah, Willow, Weep for Me: A Black Woman’s Journey Through Depression (New York: Ballantine Publishing Group, 1998), 21; 18–20.
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Meri Nana-Ama Danquah, Willow, Weep for Me: A Black Woman’s Journey Through Depression, 247.
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Inman, Running Uphill, 63.
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Thompson, The Beast, 187.
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Wurtzel, Prozac Nation, 341.
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О беспокойстве по поводу карьеры смотрите также: Karp, Is It Me or My Meds? 162–3.
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Thompson, The Beast, 7. Смотрите также: Styron, Darkness Visible; Lewis Wolpert, Malignant Sadness: The Anatomy of Depression (New York: The Free Press, 2000), viii.
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Tim Lott, The Scent of Dried Roses (London: Penguin, 1996), 34.
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Sadowsky, Electroconvulsive Therapy in America, 1–2, 86, 99.
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Greenberg, Manufacturing Depression, 43.
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Slater, Prozac Diary, 107.
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Inman, Running Uphill, 2.
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Linda Gask, The Other Side of Silence: A Psychiatrist’s Memoir of Depression (Chichester: Summersdale Publishers, 2015).
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Marchenko, Still Life, 19.
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Wurtzel, Prozac Nation, 50.
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Wurtzel, Prozac Nation, 193.
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Judith Kruger, My Fight for Sanity (Greenwich: Crest Books, 1959). Более детально рассказ Крюгер рассматривается в книге: Sadowsky, Electroconvulsive Therapy in America, 82–3.
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Wurtzel, Prozac Nation, 345.
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Styron, Darkness Visible, 56. (Цит. по Страйон Уильям. Самоубийственная гонка. Зримая тьма: [пер. с англ. ] / Уильям Страйон. – М.: АСТ, 2013. – С. 287. — Прим. ред.).
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Wurtzel, Prozac Nation, 29.
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Danquah, Willow, Weep for Me, 34–5.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 158.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 148.
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Slater, Prozac Diary, 21.
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Stevenson, Bitter Fame, 7–10.
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Thompson, The Beast, 25.
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Inman, Running Uphill, 26.
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Diski, Skating to Antarctica, 109–11.
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Diski, Skating to Antarctica, 192.
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Merkin, This Close to Happy, 85.
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Slater, Prozac Diary, 82–3.
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Slater, Prozac Diary, 142.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 34, 251.
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Karp, Speaking of Sadness, 7.
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Danquah, Willow, Weep for Me, 22.
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O’Brien, The Family Silver, 89.
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Merkin, This Close to Happy, 12.
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Jeffrey Smith, Where the Roots Reach for Water: A Personal and Natural History of Melancholia (New York: North Point Press, 1999), 5, 72.
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Marchenko, Still Life, 29.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 123.
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O’Brien, The Family Silver, 219.
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Springsteen, Born to Run, 498–9.
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Inman, Running Uphill, 2.
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Diski, Skating to Antarctica, 131.
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Diski, Skating to Antarctica, 60–61.
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Martha Manning, Undercurrents: A Life Beneath the Surface (New York: Harper San Francisco, 1994), 89.
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Karp, Speaking of Sadness, 4–5.
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Smith, Where Roots Reach for Water, 14.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 29.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 31.
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Merkin, This Close to Happy, 97–8.
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Thompson, The Beast, 35, 51.
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Marchenko, Still Life, 159–60.
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Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog, 29.
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Marchenko, Still Life, 50.
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Diski, Skating to Antarctica, 225.
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Haig, Reasons to Stay Alive, 11.
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Смотрите также: Solomon, The Noonday Demon, 244.
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